Escapee

I wish to run and never stop

To run away from myself, from my feelings

And to stop this addiction, this self destructivedesicions

To live in an island, undisturbed soliarity

Tranquility in hand

Saying goodbye to those startling nightmares

But then, that would be the end of me.  

I wish to be as kind as those mynx & earth sprites in that enchanted forest

but who will guard my heart's castle when things aren't any better?

Wicked witches fly about & horridly scare the kids they see

Without the slightest guilt in their empty dark dark world

The warmth of the sun touching my skin

is all that I ask for 

I dont wish to see a moonless, starless night

I wish to run and never stop

I wish to run and never rest

I wish to have my share of tranquility

my well deserved peace

An escapee in my own world, held hostage for a lifetime

Mourning on my own death